Ghosts Of You

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Ghosts of you .


Haunted by the phantom who holds me .

Making love to me in my dreams

Our hands fit and you hold my wrists

Delivering Sweet and piquant kisses

The silver bands sweep across my face

Cold metal against my burning flesh

My body moving to our rhythm

Keeping our secrets is killing me

Gaze upon who is left behind in the ruins

Sheets wrapped around us but I cannot hold on

Connected, broken a never ending contradiction

Black and white,words buried pledges left me unconvinced

Believing what should just be forgotten .

Flashes of memories safe in your arms drenched bodies

Fooled by what I thought was your telling contact

Kisses filled with love, lust, fade to a indifference

I fall backwards off a cliff your arms no longer outstretched to catch me

There is no way to float back up to you

The safety net of your love is gone I was so wrong.

Is this the image allowed to remain?

We converge and converse under the ebony sky

It is there where I want your honesty to be

This hopeless hallucination comforts me

Have you buried all the images and words?

I won't erase the past they need to remain

My promises unbroken,I release you from yours.

floating

Trapped below, its frightening.
Send me away now, I’m not smiling.
Never thought that you would go.
Floating around in the unknown.
You’ve lost your keys in this fable.
Never really thought I would be able,
to just have you, as be the one I call friend.
I’m drowning in this ocean of loose ends.
I've lost you too many times.
What can I say , to get in your mind.
Look at the ways I tried!

You were the one , but you don’t agree
I know it’s over, but you won’t stop the love in me
The memories don’t fade
It’s what’s left behind babe
I know it’s over, but we had possibility.
Now you’re so far away,
And I can’t find my way.

Nothing really lasts forever
Still longing to be together,
I hear you say , that I’ll be fine
We gave it a good try , stay behind the line
Now I don’t need this valise
but still it still holds our memories
Maybe it’s all for the best.
Is this all just a big test?

You were the one , but you don’t agree
I know it’s over, but you won’t stop the love in me
The memories don’t fade
It’s what’s left behind babe
I know it’s over, but we had possibility.
Now you are so far away,
And I can’t find my way

I’ll never keep you outside
Still need you in my life
My weakness won’t go away
But I won’t beg you to stay

You were the one , but you don’t agree
I know it’s over, but you won’t stop the love in me
The memories don’t fade
It’s what’s left behind babe
I know it’s over, but we had possibility.
Now you are so far away,
And I can’t find my way

numb

Can you see me hangin by a string
traveling far away from you , my world implosion
little fun then i’m done ready to explode ready set blow
and I’m gonna watch the show
understand the way i am and you ain’ t never gonna have this man
Come closer get numb watch me go , learn to fuckin let go

sunrise my eyes are open
suffocate whats broken
are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb with out you

you believe that your chanign everything
and your feeling so tall that you can even see me
undone and im ready to explode on the things i dont know, and i just wanna let go
understand that the way that i am is a product of a way that you wanna play my hand
undone and im ready to explode on the things i dont know,

surprise my eyes were open
dont suffocate whats broken
are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb without you
how can this go on take it all from me
silence makes me numb without you,

i never meant to cause you pain,
fighting aggrivation causing suffocation,
never meant to cause you pain,
fighting aggrivation causing suffocation,
i wont let you,

are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb without you,
how can this go on take it all from me
silence makes me numb without you,
are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb without you,
how can this go on take it all from me,
silence makes me numb without you,
without you, without you, without you

new poem

Well I’m all twisted high tide
Flood of muted memories
Desecrated core
Recollections stir the sky
And the trouble I’ve caused
Injudicious calls in the dark
Their gaze crawling over us
We don’t deserve this hostility
I see that's true now
Can’t they see
for so long , we loved ,
with all our hearts
but that was then

Time ticks away
And I can't talk right now
Back and forth a year goes by
We don’t need to speak about it

I fall down again
This place spinning
Waves of thoughts drift out to sea
My part in this,
leaves me gasping
I’m not breathing
Ignorance is bliss I know
we’ll never know
taken away
I’m alive
condemn me not
tears are falling,
Smiles and lies hide
The haunting

Time ticks away
And I can't talk right now
Back and forth a year goes by
We don’t need to speak about it
Sometimes it was right
And I couldn't talk about it
Our timing wasn’t right
And I don’t want to talk about it



Standing in the ebony
Shut your eyes and I'll shut mine
Commit it to our memory
Forgive you, forgive me
Absolve the first, past, and between

Standing in the ebony
Shut your eyes and I'll shut mine
Commit it to our memory
Forgive you, forgive me
Absolve the first, the past, and between

I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
the first and the between
It’s all here in my dreams
There and then we talk about it

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
the first and the in- between
it’s all here in my dreams
there and then we talk about it

With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between
With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between
With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
The first and the between
it’s all here in my dreams
There and then we talk about it

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
The first of us it’s not obscene

drowning in black

Drop your ego by the sea and
leave me choking like you did before
break out
break out
break out

Let the black waters wash over me
It's getting harsh don’t you see
get you
get you
get you

No, no, no no no no
in my mind invade my privacy
blocking you out
no no, no no no no
in my mind invade my privacy
blocking you out

your ego keeps it down
waging war against me
knocking me out
fading before me

our secrets
our secrets
our secrets

Let the black waters wash over me
It's getting harsh don’t you see
get you
get you
get you

No, no, no no no no
in my mind invade my privacy
blocking you out
no no, no no no no
No, no, no no no no
in my mind invade my privacy
blocking you out


No, no, no no no no
in my mind invade my privacy
blocking you out
no no, no no no no
No, no, no no no no
in my mind invade my privacy
blocking you out


waiting to be gunned down
(Can't breakout) waiting to be gunned down
(Can't breakout ) waiting to be gunned down
(Can't breakout) waiting to be gunned down

Drop your ego by the sea and
leave me choking like you did before
break out
break out
break out

Let the black waters wash over me
It's getting harsh don’t you see
get you
get you
get you

They will not force us

Ebony tainted layers to copious to shed,

Rotating round the poises, falling down

Afraid to stand still, cannot breathe

Crashing waves, blinding light, buried underneath

Reaching for phantom spaces, ghosts of the living

All the simplicity gone, dead end roads, rotting roots

Plunging into nothingness, better silent

Unobtainable solid impenetrable

Shhh, it will be alright, a new heart of clay

Molded fired, now hard as stone

An illusion of what one wants to reveal

Propaganda spewed from the lips of a hero

Calm on the exterior but crumbling inside

Reflection is cracked glues not hiding imperfection

Drowning in dirt struggling to be free

Slip the memory on hold it tight

Deep within imagination hands entwined

Brushed against tear drenched lips

Storms deceiving fragments so close

Drift away conceal it all hiding in plan sight

Wear the smile the world wants

So the easy to just become invisible

He scratches her skin

A vampire world drenched in sin…

Afloat in the ebony sky…

His gaze draws her back to his side…

Grasps her soul and shows her death …

Shivers as he bites into her neck…

Blood dripping from her wrists …

Deeper bleeding her with his wicked kiss…

His mouth drinks from her lingering and deliberate…

Barely touching her chill so infinite …

Shivers as the bass makes her heart pound…

A room bursting with people but no ones around …

Ripping into her, he’s torn her apart…

It’s just the beginning to his world of dark…

Moving forward

My heart is raw our love shattered

I listen to the lyrics and I am back there so tattered

You cannot see me cry you will not hear my screams

I lie in bed loving you in my dreams

The notion, inspiration, so resplendent

Now I can’t breathe, the evil defendant

dark

He scratches her skin …
A vampire world drenched in sin…
Afloat in the ebony sky…
His gaze draws her back to his side…
Grasps her soul and shows her death …
Shivers as he bites into her neck…
Blood dripping from her wrists …
Deeper bleeding her with his wicked kiss…
His mouth drinks from her lingering and deliberate…
Barely touching her chill so infinite …
Shivers as the bass makes her heart pound…
A room bursting with people but no ones around …
Ripping into her, he’s torn her apart…
It’s just the beginning to his world of dark…