new poem

Well I’m all twisted high tide
Flood of muted memories
Desecrated core
Recollections stir the sky
And the trouble I’ve caused
Injudicious calls in the dark
Their gaze crawling over us
We don’t deserve this hostility
I see that's true now
Can’t they see
for so long , we loved ,
with all our hearts
but that was then

Time ticks away
And I can't talk right now
Back and forth a year goes by
We don’t need to speak about it

I fall down again
This place spinning
Waves of thoughts drift out to sea
My part in this,
leaves me gasping
I’m not breathing
Ignorance is bliss I know
we’ll never know
taken away
I’m alive
condemn me not
tears are falling,
Smiles and lies hide
The haunting

Time ticks away
And I can't talk right now
Back and forth a year goes by
We don’t need to speak about it
Sometimes it was right
And I couldn't talk about it
Our timing wasn’t right
And I don’t want to talk about it



Standing in the ebony
Shut your eyes and I'll shut mine
Commit it to our memory
Forgive you, forgive me
Absolve the first, past, and between

Standing in the ebony
Shut your eyes and I'll shut mine
Commit it to our memory
Forgive you, forgive me
Absolve the first, the past, and between

I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
the first and the between
It’s all here in my dreams
There and then we talk about it

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
the first and the in- between
it’s all here in my dreams
there and then we talk about it

With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between
With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between
With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
The first and the between
it’s all here in my dreams
There and then we talk about it

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
The first of us it’s not obscene