floating

Trapped below, its frightening.
Send me away now, I’m not smiling.
Never thought that you would go.
Floating around in the unknown.
You’ve lost your keys in this fable.
Never really thought I would be able,
to just have you, as be the one I call friend.
I’m drowning in this ocean of loose ends.
I've lost you too many times.
What can I say , to get in your mind.
Look at the ways I tried!

You were the one , but you don’t agree
I know it’s over, but you won’t stop the love in me
The memories don’t fade
It’s what’s left behind babe
I know it’s over, but we had possibility.
Now you’re so far away,
And I can’t find my way.

Nothing really lasts forever
Still longing to be together,
I hear you say , that I’ll be fine
We gave it a good try , stay behind the line
Now I don’t need this valise
but still it still holds our memories
Maybe it’s all for the best.
Is this all just a big test?

You were the one , but you don’t agree
I know it’s over, but you won’t stop the love in me
The memories don’t fade
It’s what’s left behind babe
I know it’s over, but we had possibility.
Now you are so far away,
And I can’t find my way

I’ll never keep you outside
Still need you in my life
My weakness won’t go away
But I won’t beg you to stay

You were the one , but you don’t agree
I know it’s over, but you won’t stop the love in me
The memories don’t fade
It’s what’s left behind babe
I know it’s over, but we had possibility.
Now you are so far away,
And I can’t find my way

numb

Can you see me hangin by a string
traveling far away from you , my world implosion
little fun then i’m done ready to explode ready set blow
and I’m gonna watch the show
understand the way i am and you ain’ t never gonna have this man
Come closer get numb watch me go , learn to fuckin let go

sunrise my eyes are open
suffocate whats broken
are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb with out you

you believe that your chanign everything
and your feeling so tall that you can even see me
undone and im ready to explode on the things i dont know, and i just wanna let go
understand that the way that i am is a product of a way that you wanna play my hand
undone and im ready to explode on the things i dont know,

surprise my eyes were open
dont suffocate whats broken
are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb without you
how can this go on take it all from me
silence makes me numb without you,

i never meant to cause you pain,
fighting aggrivation causing suffocation,
never meant to cause you pain,
fighting aggrivation causing suffocation,
i wont let you,

are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb without you,
how can this go on take it all from me
silence makes me numb without you,
are you ever done are you ever free
silence makes me numb without you,
how can this go on take it all from me,
silence makes me numb without you,
without you, without you, without you

new poem

Well I’m all twisted high tide
Flood of muted memories
Desecrated core
Recollections stir the sky
And the trouble I’ve caused
Injudicious calls in the dark
Their gaze crawling over us
We don’t deserve this hostility
I see that's true now
Can’t they see
for so long , we loved ,
with all our hearts
but that was then

Time ticks away
And I can't talk right now
Back and forth a year goes by
We don’t need to speak about it

I fall down again
This place spinning
Waves of thoughts drift out to sea
My part in this,
leaves me gasping
I’m not breathing
Ignorance is bliss I know
we’ll never know
taken away
I’m alive
condemn me not
tears are falling,
Smiles and lies hide
The haunting

Time ticks away
And I can't talk right now
Back and forth a year goes by
We don’t need to speak about it
Sometimes it was right
And I couldn't talk about it
Our timing wasn’t right
And I don’t want to talk about it



Standing in the ebony
Shut your eyes and I'll shut mine
Commit it to our memory
Forgive you, forgive me
Absolve the first, past, and between

Standing in the ebony
Shut your eyes and I'll shut mine
Commit it to our memory
Forgive you, forgive me
Absolve the first, the past, and between

I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
the first and the between
It’s all here in my dreams
There and then we talk about it

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
the first and the in- between
it’s all here in my dreams
there and then we talk about it

With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between
With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between
With all the distorted thoughts in me
Caught in all this in between

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
The first and the between
it’s all here in my dreams
There and then we talk about it

And I fall to my knees and wish you’d see
The first of us it’s not obscene